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20/10/2023
im going to see offput and the pits tommorow, gonna be fuckin sick. ordered the new sparky deathcap tear jerky vinyl!!!! gonna be well worth the wait.


23/10/2023
i spent the full gig being kinda miserable. didnt really talk to anyone. legal noise gig next week tho so thatll be sick. free gig n all. hopefully there will be a pit again, dunno how to start those and dunno if my mates will be there to help. dont know if they would anyway. praying that drunk guy is back again lol. either way i love legal noise so im gonna be having fun. ordered several jofo things last night tho. ordered the You Can Do Better cd, Vs Everything cd, and the X and the O EP on cassette.


24/10/2023
starting to stop being a gig blog but last night i emailed the people who sold me my daskinsey4 record cos its not arrived in the mail and it was supposed to have shipped 8th september so thats interesting. if i need a refund im buying it on discogs cos i want that fucking vinyl quite a bit.


25/10/2023
my shuffle played all the sad songs in a row today just as i started getting sad that all my favourite bands are gone. sparchiving going well today though. drafted a message to help she can't swim about DK4 cos i really want the missing tracks. i'll probs send after i archive the practice sessions on that soundcloud page cos i'd really hate if they went missing. absolutely fucked up an english presentation rip. Upset to finally here about the yesterweb forums shutting down, makes me think if yesterweb will still be going much longer. maybe one day they'll bring back the radio feature lol. but hey even if it goes all the shit it started is still here so there's that.
i need to learn how to make a webring, that would be cool.


26/10/2023
no school today so i saw the fnaf movie with some mates. seating got fucked so i ended up sitting next to this person i didn't know and they were very nice. still haven't recieved an email from the dk4 vinyl :(((((. i have the guys other email tho cos im gonna message him first before getting a refund cos i dont want to go thru that shit and im better at emailing people than doing refund shit.


27/10/2023
ok yesterday was a lie i saw fnaf with 30 people apparently but i didn't know all of them (evidently).
i am going to scream cos the trackpad on my school laptop is jammed down and randomly clicks and drags.
so far today is going bad cos my laptops fucked and the charger disconnected form the brick part and dropped on my toe. hell. its 10am.
got fairly political in legal studies LMAO.
watched someone pour water all over themself today. was interesting.
added a part of the site that will be dedicated to photos!!! gonna be sickkkkk.
OH MY GOD I MADE SOME SICK LEGO SHIT WITH SOME MATES!!!! gonna attach a photo. its sydney being attacked by the kraken.

the creation
i haven't made lego in a while. feels good
guess who just found out the legal noise gig is next week


28/10/2023
oh my god i hate elon musk so much its unreal. me aunt bought a tesla and me and my uncle, who would not get along with me if he knew anything about me, both hate it so i guess we found common ground there lol. also loads of transphobes in power atm (nothing like america tho dont worry lol). i want to put a brick through all their offices.
really want to buy an xray spex record but cant afford it rippppp.


30/10/2023
would like to point out on the 28th i had a moment of weakness and drank 1.25l of kirks creaming soda. also HAPPY BDAY TO HTML TAGS!!!!!!!


31/10/2023
2 and a bit hour assembley today fucking hell. updated my que possum archive.


1/11/2023
got an email back from the person i bought the dk4 album off of. it was a refund. they hadn't checked the bandcamp in a while and the stock was outdated. unfortunate but there is always discogs.


2/11/2023
ordered the daskinsey4 vinyl off of discogs!!! its unplayed so im excited. near mint condition too! still haven't archived the dk4 stuff rip but I'll do it eventually cos I really want to ask about Bent Coppers. got the Legal Noise gig saturday im so fucking excited. gonna ask how to start a pit


3/11/2023
so many assesments. hell. legal noise gig tommorow. im so tired. i have done the best document ever. ill attatch a photo when i can.


4/11/2023
LEGAL NOISE WERE FUCKING SICKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY WERE SO GOOD!!! saw 2 of my mates and it was cool. very tired now. they played dracula and i was quite happy. fucking worth the wait. by the way druein is so nice.
unrelated my aunt has (alledgedly) stolen something made of gold from my dad and uncle so thats happened.
oh my god i love que possum. just going through all their tracks. wish there was more.


6/11/2023
my birthday today!!!. i opened everything yesterday cos mums going for an operation today. got heartstopper vol 3 hardback, record player (havent been able to set it up yet so calling people we bought it from to help us LMAO), Pass The Hat Around EP by help she cant swim CD. mate got me a card signed by voila and it is the coolest ever. (thank you caleb!!!!!!!) well happy!. dk4 stuff on soundcloud archived so i might message hscs!! everything still aches after legal noise gig lololol. this includes my foot and now it hurts when i move it at all YEEEOUCH. got food out at burger place and ate loads. was good. also got me new record player working! its solid. heartstopper book is nice.


7/11/2023
finally caved and sent hscs a message about dk4. heres hoping they respond! fingers fucking crossed


8/11/2023
got aired by hscs LMAO. oh well worth a shot. they couldve just said no tbf. always could be messaging someone about it tho but i doubt it.
feeling pretty shite in general today but oh well at least voila exists.
finished heartstopper book last night.
slept 4 hours.
was 25 degrees and then thunderstormed today.


10/11/2023
I have a gig tonight lets goooooo. the native cats album launch n all. gonna b sick!!!
still aired by hscs lololol i dont think im ever getting that EP.
its 30 degrees outside holy shit im dying.
ok so turns out the native cats "gig" wasnt a gig but a party. got their vinyl and got it signed by chloe and julian and talked to chloe about 3ds'. was sick. unfortunaely i got suuuper stoned beforehand and so i may have eaten a lot of them chewy mints cause i was hungry.
MY JOFO ORDER ARRIVED TODAY!!! i got the x and the o ep cassette, you can do better cd, vs everything cd. ITS SO GOOD!


12/11/2023
went into town with a mate today. they got me a cane for me bday present which was nice. ran into another friend who i see at gigs so it was a bit like to worlds id very much like to keep seperate were in the same place and i dont know if im happy with that. doesnt matter though. felt shit ages after, think it's school assessments but cant be sure. been told to not be negitave by pretty much everyone in my family at this point.
bought and read heartstopper volume 4. no vol 5 hardbacks :(. listening to the free chapter for solitaire audiobook on play books. want it.


13/11/2023
bought the audiobook. wish i could have the mp3s but whatever i'll get them some way or another. been really enjoying it. the narrator needs to be paid a lot of cash. in notes so they dont have to report it on tax if they dont feel like it.
fucking praying my mates going to this gig cos then i can go. everyone prefers my brothers cricket to any of my hobbies so i am praying i can get in cos i really wanna see legal noise (and woolworths flushot and slaughterhaus surf cult). either way seeing treehouse saturday. so thats happening.
two and a half weeks and then i never have to see any of these people ever again thank fuck.
cassolette are good though. listening to the songs on shuffle and it goes straight into bloc party and then back to cassolette. choons. speaking of bloc party they r playing here and i cant see them. fucking off back to england once im done with school i swear.
i should set up a dreamwidth but i cant be arsed cos its easier to blog from here. i'll wait until im done here and have my own laptop. (code for blocked by school wifi)
the book is good. im enjoying it. im past halfway.
i have english next period and i have to submit my assesment. im hoping it goes well because if it doesnt i might fail english, and i need that to do all my courses in college.
finished solitaire audiobook. was solid. nearly cried on the bus home cos i suck at the endings of books lmaoooo.


14/11/2023
oh my god i've been stressing about my english assesment and it turns out i'm basically a week ahead of everyone. thank fuck.


15/11/2023
got the other solitaire audiobook. the one everyone uses clips from to be sad about lmao.
think im coming down with a cold.
i have 3 days (including now) to do an history assesment. we just did one last week. we only had one lesson to learn the stuff. why.
need to call my mates more. been so busy.
also half of the stress from the 13th was useless cos im already in the courses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! letsfuckingoooooooooo.
MY DK4 VINYL ARRIVED!!!!


16/11/2023
turns out that the audiobook is not the one everyone uses to be sad about lol. either way i got 2 others with it so its a good deal. also i "found" the one i was looking for "completely legally" anyway.
also the lyric sheet for the dk4 record is fucking awesome.


18/11/2023
have a gig today!!!!!


19/11/2023
the gig was fucking sick!!! ran from 6pm til 11pm and i was doing a school project in between songs because it was due midnight that night.


20/11/2023
exam revision for this week. oh god.
got an x-ray spex record on the weekend. the vinyl is clear and its fuckin sick. also got a cassette at the gig. was sick.
been wishing i was out recently. not happening really but i'd like to do that one day.


21/11/2023
ok. last night i went to check my archive.org page. i was suprised, to say the least, to see that it was blank. naturally i thought my browser or internet were fucking up until i checked on my phone. thankfully all my archived material is still on the website, however is now attributed to "Unknown". I am unsure why or how this has happened. sorry for any inconveniences in your listening.


22/11/2023
ok so yesterday someones laptop caught fire. i ended up being in the room right after. turns out the dumb cunt poked the lithium battery with a pin. so i got to breath in those yummy fumes for a full hour yesterday.
MY ARCHIVE.ORG IS BACK!!!!! thank you so much to the sick support people who managed to do this! you legends!!!!
got an A on that english thing. fuck yeah.


23/11/2023
made pancakes in japanese today cos it was last lesson and we blew a circuit LMAO. i cooked a raspberry and a strawberry and they tasted bad.


24/11/2023
last day of normal classes before exams. absolutely pissing meself.
also. IT WAS THE WEBBED SITES BDAY YESTERDAY!!!!


25/11/2023
rained loads but went to my local radical bookshop thingy and it was fucking sick. they have my zine there now. i then went to a gig run by them. i won a raffle and now i have Too Much Che Guevara Stuff. I guess i'll have to learn about him in the book i won.


26/11/2023
exams tommorow.


27/11/2023
did my english exam today on 3 and a half hours of sleep. think it went pretty well.
hung out with my mate after the exam and we met someone we are mutually friends with and their mates and we all crammed into this sushi store. was nice.
my black lodge press stuff arrived so i now have my badge, shirt, and patch. I also got given some stickers for free! very happy about this.


28/11/2023
absolutely bombed my legal studies exam but got an A in my english exam so fuckit who cares.


29/11/2023
school changed my only other A to a C for no fucking reason. not even my teacher knows why. fuckin school man. bombed me psychology exam as well lmaoooo. oh well


30/11/2023
did a test day at college and instantly got a migraine. like immediately upon arrival.


1/12/2023
finished school. finally.


2/12/2023
got my helix pierced. also record shop has new 7" records!!!!!!!!! fucking excited!!!!!


4/12/2023
got an A- on my history assesment and a C- on my legal studies exam. get innnnn


6/12/2023
last night i realised the solitaire audiobook had chunks missing so i spent 9 hours recording a higher quality version from soundcloud. turns out that had a chunk missing so i had to merge the two versions to finish it. took me until half 1 in the morning. i have 3 gigs this week. one for free on friday. one for a tenner on saturday that i can go to until like 7:30, where ill fuck off to a different gig, to see woolworths flushot. i might get high for the second one.


8/12/2023
i have a gig today!


9/12/2023
90% sure i fucked all the social interaction with my mates at the gig yesterday but thats fine cos i have 1 maybe 2 more gigs today


10/12/23
went to one gig at this action network place then went to a different gig to see woolworths flushot, the band played and then the fucking cops turned up and shut it down for some fucking reason. then i went back to the other gig and there was an actual moshpit. was fucking sick.


13/12/2023
oh yeah i got invited to be in a band. im in a band now. doing hardcore. somehow im the one writing the songs atm. also im on bass and cant sing and peform at the same time so out first songs bass is basically 1-0-0-0-0-0-0 on the E string which is quite funny tbf. i hope someone else can take over singing for the other songs though cos i dont know how much bass i can actually write that i can sing with.


14/12/23
last night the music scene here got the worst news we couldve gotten. our best venue is no longer allowed to host live music. we are all devestated.


17/12/2023
about 1 and half days ago i went to a house show and it was fuckin sick! got another one to go to on the 29th! wrote a song about the council here.


20/12/2023
I HAVE BENT COPPERS!!!!!! SOMEONE ON FACEBOOK GAVE ME A LINK TO IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!


26/12/2023
forgot to update for like a week lmao. sozzzzz. on the 22nd i had a day and a half. the day started at 1am where i took 2 melotonin and still woke up at 7am. then i had a bath (1/3) then i got a bday present for my brother, then pre ordered solitaire anniversary edition. then i got home and got the shaved half of my head reshaved by me dad and then i had another bath (2/3). then i went to this food place near my house and got a kebab, and despite my mum being the one piss drunk somewhere i was the one who threw up a significant chunk of kebab behind someones bins (i choked quite bad and threw up more than what i choked on lmao). this meant i threw up in my hair cos its about that long now. so i got home and made a bong and got stoned. then had another bath (3/3).
23rd was the best day at record shop in over a year!!!! i think everyone realised they forgot to get presents for everyone and bought them all 2 days before lololol.
Made gingerbread house onvthe 24th and played bass and had a bit of gin.
CHRISTMAS WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! i got new headphones and sparky deathcap's tear jerky EP on vinyl, unfortunately evrything except the vinyl arrived in various states of disrepair so im gonna bollock the shipping company. i also got the new Outright EP on cassette. i also got heartstopper 1 and 2 hardback edition and heartstopper 5!!!!!! i am so jealous of tori and michael. which is like mega sad if i think about it too long lololol. reading Eden Young on the TJ vinyl sleeve was devestating though. RIP. had a lot of alcohol all in all today. cider and baileys (holy shit i spelt it right!).
And that leaves me here, 2:02am on the 26th writing a blog entry whilst listening to goodbye straight boy by daskinsey4. dk4lyf and that. big blog entry lololol. im hanging out with friends tommorow so expect more later.
The more later has been and gone so here's what happened. went to mates house for boxing day. they had their cousins over too which was cool. we hung out, i got lastfm and vlc running on my mates iphone (took bloody forever cos iphones r hell). went to play cricket but didnt play and just chilled for a while. foam plane got stuck on balcony of building you couldnt get to but i climbed it and got it down. went back to me mates house. watched people fuck up on bikes for a bit and had tea. came home and watched new doctor who. ncuti is great but i swear to fuck if everything has a song im going to kill myself cos i hate musicals with a passion.


28/12/2023
hung out with a friend yesterday and have a house show tommorow. good shit


30/12/2023
HOUSE SHOW WAS SICK I FUCKING LOVED IT. smug anime face had a mosh pit, i got clocked in the jaw and it cracked and felt better, and i met someone who then broke a full bottle of wine on the ground. he was very nice and im going to send him a cd in the post. woolworths//flushot played my fav track (in the eyes). was fucking amazing. woke up today and didnt even feel sore. so good. sidenote how the fuck is it NYE tommorow fuck off with that bullshit its still june maybe july.


1/1/2024(!!!!!)
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! writing this entry with hangover so soz about spelling n shit. me and my mate went to my other mates house and we drank so much vodka and got so high. i legitimately couldnt walk at some parts. ran out of film on this film camera i bought. kodak m38 if anyones wondering. saw fireworks. i was yelling happy new year and another group of people yelled it back. good shit. climbed on crates. sent many embarrasing voice notes and videos of me just failing to do anything. took shots of vodka whenever we lost in mario party minigames. was amazing. then i saw some cricket and fucked my voice learning vocals. good day. no one is any the wiser about the sheer state im in. happy new years and shit. enjoyyyyy.


3/1/2024
blog entry for yesterday cos its 4am atm lolol. pretty much spent all day being a miserable fuck cos i need to eitehr pay a lot of money to fix my cd player or buy a new one. also none of me mates have texted me back in like a while so ive been very alone lmao. brighter notes ive decided i like the band Heavenly. like if a punk band were twee and they r probs two of me fav genres.


6/01/2024
went to another house show today. it was up just a huge massive fucking set of hills and i threw up and lied down on the ground. anyways yeah the bassist was wearing MY STICKER ON HIS BASS AAAA IT WAS SO COOL. lost one of me badges rip. was good


9/01/2024
have 2 shows this week and get this. ONE IS AT A VENUE!!!! first time in over a month!!!!


14/01/2024
2 gigs!!! first one was great! containers were really good and i got a native cats shirt!! chloe is so nice as well she let me see the 3ds she uses to make music. i also got a video of julian playing the bass for my risks is art! im gonna learn it later. the house show the day after was also really good. one of the first musicians played a pat the bunny cover and it was awesome! then we moved into the basement and shit and the music was good. one of the drummers went through about 6 drumsticks. absolute carnage. same drummer ALSO IS A HELP SHE CANT SWIM FAN!!!!! im sending him mp3s later today. after the music we all sorta sat down with this dog who was just so excited to be alive. just super solid fuckin house show with solid people. happy.


17/01/2024
plagued by the sickness :(. listening to radio silence by alice oseman audiobook. i think the fan in my room had mold or something on the fan blades so thats why im sick i reckon.


22/01/2024
made a heavenly patch! good fun.


25/01/2024
av gotten so incredibly high today (well not today but its 1am on the 25th you get what i mean). me dads back from this big fuck off walk he did and now hes more than halfway through the magnus archives. hes almost at the gay shit fingers crossed hes normal about it.


1/02/2024
i won a ticket to a gig i might be able to go to. also los camp palestine fundraiser is cool. also me grandma is coming tommorow which means HSCS CD!!!!!!!


4/02/2024
OH MY GODDDDD SO MUCH SHIT HAPPENED. so first off, guy sent me wrong cd. hes shipping the actual one to me grandma again. woops. ok now interesting shit. so, went to a gig and got completely mugged off for a second time by someone i thought i was getting along well with. whatever. so, i snuck into a venue, with a band. IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT EVERRRRR. so many mosh pits and i knew everyone from house shows it was fucking awesome. and I SAW SLAG QUEENS THE DAY AFTERRRR AAAAAAAAAA. FINALLYYYY. WESLEY PLAYED THE DRILLS N ALL. so fucking cool.


11/02/2024
went 2 pride march 2day and marched with my local "far left extremists" as former UK PM Lizz Truss would put it. but seriously i just hunted for the one reasonable cunt with the no cops at [ride sign and stuck with em. they were solid. tore down so many anti trans stickers. then i went to a gig and there were a moshpitn at the end it was fucking awesome!!!!!!!! took some photos on my film camera.


14/02/2024
house show this week :))))). also started doing school n that. mental.


22/02/2024
house show was good!!!! got the setlist AND times. happy


3/03/2024
new month :)))))))


9/03/2024
my heavenly merch arrived the other day! happy about this. got the p.u.n.k. girl bundle


19/03/2024
got drunk and high whilst camping on weekend. good shit.


25/03/2024
saw ww\\fs last night. they were good.


26/03/2024
going on big trip soon. probs wont bring laptop so no updates for like a month rip, but also no gigs so not much reason to update anyway


2/05/2024
ok. big trip. london amsterdam paris and new york. met with some really good friends and got baked in leeds. hung out with them again in a forest and had a fire. then we climbed up an almost 90 degree slope that was so high up. it had rained the day before so it was really slippery. about halfway up one of us jsut said "i reckon if we fell from here we'd die" and our reactions were 1. he was right. 2. why would he say this we are all drunk or high or both. we got up and nothing was even there LMAO. was geniunely the most fun i've had in years. i miss em loadsssss. went to darlington and hung out with loads of people. met one of the people who threw soup at the van gogh painting and she was so fucking nice, doesnt deserve the shit she gets. also. may have boyfriend now. shhhhhhhh. FOUNDA SIGNED BLOC PARTY VINYL JUST IN A RECORD SHOP!!!! london was fucking amazing except for the part my wallet got nicked lolol. amsterdam was bitterly cold and way too expensive BUT i saw loads of van gogh paintings (including my face). paris was so nice. so so nice. prefered london cos it was cheaper tho lololol. new york was kinda naff tbh. felt very unsafe all the time but also saw starry night by van gogh so idk pretty cool overall. now im back home and feel jetlagged as fuck lmao.


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